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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Friday, January 27, 2006 10:00 PM
i'm dead tired today. went to school, miracle that i didn't sleep during lessons. lols. ate my medicine during recess. oh man, it sucks and wanted to vomit. but i can't. lols. the CNY concert, not that bad. a short one, and is like, we are squeezing lor. sigh. the lion dance made me think of the time when i graduated from kindergarten. i was part of it. it was fun learning all the strokes. but now, it has turned rusty le. the lion dance is a simple one though. that time, our lion dance have to jump on the shoulders. lols. whatever. crappp

today from sembawang, came back to AMK just to see doctor, and then back to YISHUN. and last stop, AMK. haha. wells, just to hear the doctor say a few sentences and off went my four bucks and 1hour plus of waiting. hais. somemore, i also wasted someone's else time. hais. but anyways, thanks for accompanying me to see doctor. lols. I'M TOUCHED. haha. though you did something which i'm still sad about. but then, i seriously want it back. please. i beg u. i really want it and need it. argh. sigh. you sure you won't PS me mehz? i think you will lehz. hais.

well, tomorrow, going to admiralty. hais. expected de la. go there and eat with my dad for the first time this year. haha. cool bahs? i just want to stay at home this few days. festival is no longer one for me le. is just a holiday, for me to rest. no longer do i need to go around with my parents like what my friends do, all i want is to be able to spend it with my friends if they are willing.

must have confidence. there are many obstacles to be overcame. take a step and make the right choice. it was not bad at all. i can see the effort in it. just don't lose the confidence and keep improving. will be here for you always. (: tatas.

how i wished i can cry in Your presence everyday. somehow, i missed the days. i really want to come back to You. to the days when i'm happy. to the days when my life is imcomplete without Your presence. take me back.

even though i lost something that is important and special to me, at least, i never lost the memories. thanks for the wonderful memories. never did i regret knowing you.